In an evaluation of your life have you thought about this question? How happy are you? I’ve thought about it a lot particularly lately. How happy am I? I still struggle with health and financial issues, I still struggle with trial tribulation and find myself repenting of things daily and wish I could be better. I find that I am a woman that makes mistakes, that suffers from anxiety and PTSD, self-esteem issues, and neediness. I suffer from the grief of the death of my children daily, and simply put, I just suffer; but am I happy? I could never be happier as the gospel of Jesus Christ changed my life and though I suffer, I do so gratefully for He is worth it, and my joy is full. In all these things, I truly have happiness, and my heart though it grieves and I struggle, it is not beyond the touch of Jesus Christ it is not, beyond being happy.